Just had my first audition for a couple of years… I had forgotten how nerve-wracking they are! I think it went pretty well though - got to do the song twice and the acting piece twice because he wanted to give me some direction (didn’t hear anyone else I was here with get the same chat!)
We’ll have to wait and see I guess!
Anonymous asked: Hey there Sam's face, well done on Job.
Thanks mysterious anon - had trial shift today, went well and got the gig full time. Woot!
Can be really difficult sometimes. What are you meant to do when you’ve been so close to someone that they have infected almost everything you own? All of your friends are her friends too, all of the TV shows you love, you know she watches. Most of the clothes you own have some memory associated with the person you loved, the places you like to go, the music you listen to.
I think you’re meant to try and have a ‘clean break’, to leave all that stuff behind and try and rebuild yourself anew. But when someone has made you that happy for so long, it’s impossible to lose that feeling completely. She will always be there and there’s fuck all you can do about it.